Blush
Blush
Brush it away
Hush
Kiss with softened lips
Half heart words
Whisper
Ween me of prommises
Please
Promise me time
Tomorrow
one last time
Remember?
We'll run
run away from me?
Never, Never
But forever
you'll stay
Blushed
brushing me away
Content
Half-hearted
I'm content
By: Jessica Fiorucci
HaloJoon
"A Single Rose"
"This single rose I give to you, and hold U in my mind...
For in my heart and with this rose i'll keep you for all time.
You mean more to me than life itself, and the emotions i cannot
describe.
But with with this rose, i hope you know i'll love you for all
time."
Written by: ~crazyfx~
FEAR
Laying on the floor
Heart broken and emotions crumbled
Mind shattering, I am humbled
Dying on the floor
The inside of me stabbed, ripped, and bleeding
The outside of me becoming a husk, but I'm still breathing
Becoming a shell...
This must be my Hell...
The pain becomes too much at night
When I used to think of you in my mindsight
And now all that is left is cold bitterness
The never-ending winter you put me in
This cell of agony you abandoned me in
And where are you right now?
While I sob and choke on my own foolishness?
I, alone, loved you but that was never enough
It never stopped the lies even when we touched
For the first time, I thought you were mine
All lies, untruths, deceptions
My own fault, my own foolishness
Yet how could you do this to me?
Another stupid question... What am I to you or anyone?
Where ever did I get the idea that I was worth loving?
Worth saving
Worth anything?
You showed me just how worthless I truly am.
Didn't you?
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to close my eyes
Afraid to face the demons of your lies
Afraid to drift away
Now I fear my dreams
Afraid to face the hellish nightmares awaiting
The goblins which stand to torture me as I pass
Into a different world
Afraid to see you in my dreams
To see who I thought I knew, and never existed
To see who I now know exists
To hear you say 'I love you, George'
As you burry the knife into my heart
I hold my shirt open for you
Baring my flesh, exposing my chest
Stab me
Impale me
Slash me
Shoot me
Rip me
Tear me
But I know it won't last
I'm afraid to go to sleep
Afraid of all the things you said
Coming back to haunt me in the darkness of my dreams
While I see in my mind everything you did
Im afraid like a small child lost in the dark
Wandering through blackness and fear
Im afraid like a child who needs comfort
A little boy, fearful of ghosts and of demons
This is what I am reduced to
No one to hold me
I am all alone
No one with me here
You left me cold, bitter, wanting, and in pain
And I'll take these things to my grave...
-George (Cypress Dreadslay)