Brush it away
Kiss with softened lips
Half heart words
Ween me of prommises
Promise me time
one last time
run away from me?
brushing me away
By: Jessica Fiorucci
"A Single Rose"
"This single rose I give to you, and hold U in my mind...
For in my heart and with this rose i'll keep you for all time.
You mean more to me than life itself, and the emotions i cannot
But with with this rose, i hope you know i'll love you for all
Written by: ~crazyfx~
Laying on the floor
Heart broken and emotions crumbled
Mind shattering, I am humbled
Dying on the floor
The inside of me stabbed, ripped, and bleeding
The outside of me becoming a husk, but I'm still breathing
Becoming a shell...
This must be my Hell...
The pain becomes too much at night
When I used to think of you in my mindsight
And now all that is left is cold bitterness
The never-ending winter you put me in
This cell of agony you abandoned me in
And where are you right now?
While I sob and choke on my own foolishness?
I, alone, loved you but that was never enough
It never stopped the lies even when we touched
For the first time, I thought you were mine
All lies, untruths, deceptions
My own fault, my own foolishness
Yet how could you do this to me?
Another stupid question... What am I to you or anyone?
Where ever did I get the idea that I was worth loving?
You showed me just how worthless I truly am.
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to close my eyes
Afraid to face the demons of your lies
Afraid to drift away
Now I fear my dreams
Afraid to face the hellish nightmares awaiting
The goblins which stand to torture me as I pass
Into a different world
Afraid to see you in my dreams
To see who I thought I knew, and never existed
To see who I now know exists
To hear you say 'I love you, George'
As you burry the knife into my heart
I hold my shirt open for you
Baring my flesh, exposing my chest
But I know it won't last
I'm afraid to go to sleep
Afraid of all the things you said
Coming back to haunt me in the darkness of my dreams
While I see in my mind everything you did
Im afraid like a small child lost in the dark
Wandering through blackness and fear
Im afraid like a child who needs comfort
A little boy, fearful of ghosts and of demons
This is what I am reduced to
No one to hold me
I am all alone
No one with me here
You left me cold, bitter, wanting, and in pain
And I'll take these things to my grave...
-George (Cypress Dreadslay)